find yourself. somwhere, somehow.

So, this weekend was fun. My first single weekend in 6 months. So i thought I’d just have a crazy girl weekend…. but then i started hanging out with this one boy more and i started to like him. More than my ex that I was just with for half a year. I can’t get this other guy’s face out of my mind, and i literally am so happy when I look at him. I FACEBOOK CREEPED HIM >O So anyway, we talked and hungout last night alone and he told me he liked me, (so third grade, YEAH) and I was thinking, alright, we’ll just be tight friends who I have a fatty crush on and we get our flirty flirt on. BUT NOW I DON’T KNOW IF THAT’S GOING TO HAPPEN. because he’s God and I don’t deserve him.

i guess i should get up and clean my room. if i clean it to her standards, it would taske me about 3 hours. however, i’m content with the 15-minute-clean look. yeah.

i just want to go to sleep. and not wake up for a few days because school sucks and it’s only tuesday. plus, i skipped school today so that means i HAVE to go tomorrow.. i wonder if there is anyway i can get out of a few classes. i’d love to tell my mom i’m sick in the morning so she lets me stay home.. but that’ll never happen. BOOOO, 7 months ‘til graduation.. c’mon!